friends

The plane leaves in about 4 hours: US Airways down, Delta up.

Goals:
-Have fun
-Don't spend a lot of money
-Don't play mother
-Be safe
-Have fun!

[Jan. 4th, 2010|06:55 pm]

This would happen

Florida is cold....of course

Let me hear you say my name

[Jan. 3rd, 2010|10:51 pm]

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me singing destiny's child

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I think after I take a shower, that if I don't fall asleep first;
i'm going to make a goals list for 2010.
Sort of like that new show on MTV that's about to air...
...but the Kway version.

[Jan. 3rd, 2010|01:49 pm]

The G Spot is a myth? NO WONDER!!!!

Why the p***s talk? I don't want to HEAR it!

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[Jan. 2nd, 2010|02:35 pm]

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The Antlers (via Chris H)

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While i'm on my cleaning spree..

Why do so many people around my age have such vulgar language:

Not just the swear words, but like so open IN PUBLIC about sucking this, or fucking that.. I don't want to hear about it, if I do I will certainly let you know. PLUS if you're joking, can't you be a little bit more sophisticated? Also children, it's EXTRMELY impolite to say it to someone while in front of a stranger... bad choices. No wonder our generation is looked down upon.... You all are talking about penis and vagina. It's like this whole "sexting thing"... outloud!

It just really bothers me.
It also bothers me when people kid around to me about touching this, or grabbing that.
I'm sorry, i'm a little bit more reserved than you may think I am.

Thanks for listening to my rant. You all are welcome to comment on how you feel about the subject. I know a few people out there will.

[Jan. 2nd, 2010|07:31 am]

I could say why am I living now.... But not i'm going to. I'm going to live to change your mind - your heart.

[Dec. 31st, 2009|02:06 pm]

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[Dec. 31st, 2009|10:56 am]

I'm turning into my mother:

Listening to the Boss and rockin out in my towel.

Gotta love Bruce Springsteen.

Oh, PS------ Happy 21st Birthday Emily!

(I'll do some new years resolutions entries soon)

[Dec. 30th, 2009|10:49 am]

Listening to Radiohead..... as I try to find as many things that I can sell or get rid of to get money for this trip to Florida.

Freeport later on, Bullmoose, maybe sell my video camera (if they give me a decent price), to a consignment shop. You know those types of places.

Probably leaving around noon. Work at 5. Anyone want to join? Call.

Searching for the Lights

[Dec. 29th, 2009|10:26 am]

So before I forget, I like this dream I had last night... actually multiple dreams that I am remembering as I type this.

Let me just start of with, I haven't drank that much in a long time, and I feel like SHIT this morning. So glad I was able to sleep in. But I'm hoping to hear from Louis soon to make sure he's OK. And then from Steve.

So the first dream I remember is: I was at Shaws on register 3. You know the speedy one. Well this aftrican american son and father crew come up to me and the father is asking me this question about where to find something or something or rather. While he's asking me the son is getting very close to my face. He tries to kiss but I deny him. He then pulls me closer tom his face. I'm like if you fucking touch me I'm going to fucking punch you in the face. Well he tries to make another move, to I take him and fucking sling him over the counter and do a throw down with him on his back in between 3 and 4. Tell you what... I was proud of myself at that moment, he was NOT going to touch me AT all. No thank you.

Second Dream (or first I don't remember the order): I was dating this kid who looks like John Kraskini from The Office. Well he was from France and him and I were on this plane to go visit his family. Well we get lost at the airport and somehow find each other through customs, but customs was more like a torture chamber there. After that I remember getting to his house but it wasn't France at all, it was more like Caribbean, with the weather and the architecture. I remember this huge fucking door for the bathroom....there wasn't much I remember yet about the dream. But it was a crazy adventure. The End.

I'm going to go shower, or throw up, which ever comes first.

[EDIT: I truly wish that I could have you back. There's so much I want to say to you, that I want you to feel too... but you never do]

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First Time

[Dec. 28th, 2009|07:48 pm]

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Wonderful

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Tonight.... I plan on drinking, smoking, and drinking some more....

Too bad, i have to wait until 9 or so.

Chapter two opening words: He captured me and threw me in with the stars. When I opened my eyes, lights reflected the colors and this galaxy completed my life.....

Don't know time...

[Dec. 27th, 2009|07:49 am]

I wish people would stop saying these things...
...And I wish you'd find comfort in me again to hide away from them

because...

I need your comfort too.

A so goes the chapters: The light danced across his eyes. I had never seen such sincerity, passion, and love in someone's eyes. But these looks turned from glances to admirations. I have no secrets, except the one that these lights hide, a secret in that: my stares are no longer admiration, but a longing for your love....

Chapter by Chapter... the book _______

[Dec. 25th, 2009|11:55 pm]

And then so goes Chapter One: It was a bitter night, the sky frosted with stars, and the ground glittered by the moon. There agaisnt the darkness, the brightest light shown. A gray cloud broke its silence, as the cigarette was flicked into the air, and he moved forward into view. Into a street light gold. Just like his heart......

I see it everywhere now...

[Dec. 23rd, 2009|10:36 pm]

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I dislike Twilight, but love it's music

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It's funny that the only person I can tell... is my mother.

What's in a promise? Who is behind a lie, and why are we where we are?

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve....
And all I want to do is find a piano and play for hours.....