xXSociety is Full of LiarsXx

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 19:48:18 GMT

I need someone, a person to talk to
Someone who'd care to love
Could it be you
Could it be you
Situation gets rough
Then I start to panic
It's not enough
It's just a habit
Hey kid you're sick
Darling this is it
You can all just kiss off into the air
Behind my back I can see them stare
They'll hurt me bad but I won't mind
They'll hurt me bad they do it all the time
Yeah yeah, they do it all the time
I hope you know that this will go down on your permanent record
Oh yeah well don't get so distressed
Did I happen to mention that I'm impressed
I take one one one 'cause you left me
And two two two for my family
And 3 3 3 for my heartache
And 4 4 4 for my headaches
And 5 5 5 for my lonely
And 6 6 6 for my sorrow
And 7 7 7 for no tomorrow
And 8 8 8 I forget what 8 was for
And 9 9 9 for a lost god
And 10 10 10 for everything everything everything everything

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 20:31:32 GMT

JARHEAD IS OUT ON DVD!!!!
GUESS WHO IS GOING TO BUY IT ONCE THEY GET THEIR PAYCHECK?
ME THATS WHO!!!

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 19:40:33 GMT

today is my birthday. happy birthday to me! 17. one more year and i will be 18 and can buy cigs, porn, and lotto tickets...woo hoo

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 19:50:32 GMT

Tomorrow is my birthday...i was excited. but im not that excited anymore.
Andy gave me my birthday presents earlier, on thursday of vacation, in fact. i talked him into it. :D
he got me so many things, its unbelievable, he is wonderful. but anyways.

vacation went by too quickly. and now its school, and its a rude awakening. i truly hate school. i hate it.

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 22:53:53 GMT

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! TO EVERYONE!

BUT ESPECIALLY TO ANDYROO.
I love you so much! thank you for the wonderful valentine's day present!
you are amazing!

it is almost my BIRTHDAY! february 28th! thats right! 17!

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 19:25:23 GMT

today is randy's 17th birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RANDY!

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 22:24:33 GMT

so...new semester, new classes.

chemistry- well mr. briggs seems really skittish. so far its been very easy.
Economics- Ms. Cyr is pretty cool, i like the class, we have workbooks and they are really stupid. like really really stupid
Latin IV- i like latin, what else is there to say except. i was made fun of...or harrassed or whatever you call it, because well, i have big boobs. its annoying when other people have to talk about them. even if they are joking. andy doesnt care though, hes too busy with other girls...:D...just kidding, kind of.

anyway. i have to do this freeze modeling thing for work...its going to suck, i wish i didnt agree. its so stupid. but whatever.

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 03:38:59 GMT

well. not much to update about today except that i am exhausted.
my work had a store meeting today at 8:30 in the morning and the managers said some nice things about everybody, and then annette(the manager of the store) said "Liz, if you werent in school, id ask you to be a part of the management team" that made me feel better about working there

so anyways i didnt have to work until 3, and the meeting got out at 9:30, so my mom and i went to IHOP and had breakfast, and then we went to David's Bridal to look for prom dresses. well there was one there that i liked a lot. it was orangey-pink and it was very very pretty, but it was $259. and i want the one at DEB anyway. i cant wait to get it.

my leg is numb for some reason

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 20:33:32 GMT

well today is wednesday, and tomorrow we were supposed to have our mock trial dinner, but once again it was postponed. to next thursday, i bet it will just be cancelled. this morning my class and i went down to the theatre 2 plays, and they were really great. i loved this is a test. it was so funny.

anywho, i found my prom dress, i am positive it is the one. it is bright pink, yea, bright pink. its beautiful!

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 03:12:16 GMT

so, i didnt really update about my christmas, but everyone who cares to know, knows and thats that.

i dont even know why i write in this, maybe its for the occasional comment, i like friends.

so anyways, im tired of working, im tired of being walked all over, no one wants to do a certain job, and so it becomes my job because i cant say no because i didnt think i was supposed to. people at work say im too nice and that i do get walked all over. im not really nice, but at work i try to be because they dont know me. i guess.

anyways, i just got home from work, andy had waited for me and bought me a subway sandwich, and a johnny cash tape. isnt he nice and wonderful? i think so, hes way too good for me. silly boy, im just waiting for him to realize that.

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 20:41:30 GMT

yesterday was mine and andys TWO YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
he is so amazing! he got me the charlie and the chocolate factory dvd and two roses and he made me the most amazing poster thing. even though i told him not to get me anything.

two years though, thats a really long time.

detention

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 17:19:40 GMT

so guess what. here i am, sitting at one of the library computers during my lunchtime, because thats what i always do, and its nice. im not always at the computers though, usually i read. but this isnt the reason i am writing.

so i woke up today at 6:40, my alarm clock did not go off. so i start off my morning by saying "fuck" and then i speedily got ready for school, i mean it usually takes me about an hour and a half, but i got ready in about 45 minutes or less. well id been late to school for 2 times already in the past month. so i knew that if i was late to school i would get a detention, mind you i have NEVER gotten a detention in my entire school career, never. but to no avail, i was late to school, and received a lovely detention slip and now i must serve my sentence tomorrow from 2:15 to 4 pm. so i think my parents are going to be pissed and possibly take away my car. damn. fuck. shit. damn. i need my car. but i havent gotten home yet, so i do not know what the consequences will be.

detention. me. me and detention, its just not right.

im surprised my mom didnt come in and wake me up or anything, because she usually does when ive slept in past 6:15, but no.
im surprised i didnt cry, because i always thought i would cry if i got a detention, but i didnt.

this was really long.

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 23:18:46 GMT

so..uhh...i never wanted to be one of these couples that broke up one day and then got back together the next...but ya know

so andy and i are together again...we were broken up for less than a day, so i guess it doesnt count? or does it. i dont know

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 18:16:37 GMT

well this morning i called andy back to apologize and say that i really didnt want to break up
and then i found out he was going to the old port with his "friend" and then i was like...damn why did i even call? what an idiot i am.

i mean, he doesnt even seem sad. and im miserable, oh well, its my fault, i guess.

why do i always have to fall so hard?

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 04:01:04 GMT

well...today was a good day

andy and i are....yea, well i dont know. i think we broke up
but i know its for the best.
i feel so horrible, but ive felt horrible for the past what, like 3 months?
i know hes alright with everything, or it seems that way
i think he likes someone else

i dont like anyone else, im just alone
ill probably spend the rest of my life alone and thats okay, i am not afraid

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 03:09:30 GMT

A Friday Night

and im all alone feeling miserable

i should be out with my friends having fun

but where are my friends? in my mind, perhaps?

too bad i couldnt work tonight, i wish i could have, so i would not have to sit alone waiting for someone to save me. he wont save me. and i dont care.

what the fuck.

i wish i was tired, too

i also wish many other things, but if i say them, then they wont come true....

who am i writing this to? i am the only one who reads this piece of shit. i guess i am writing this just for the hell of it

i dont have to watch what i say, because no one reads this..i can write whats on my mind...

whats on my mind? hmmmm...i wish i was a better person. and i wish i wasnt so empty.

i hope sleep comes soon, so i can retreat into its peaceful bliss, oh how i love sleep.

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 20:43:35 GMT

so i stayed home sick today. that was nice i guess.

this weekend was fun. on saturday it was heather and maddies birthday party and that was cool. its amazing that they had a band play at their party. alot of people were there. they have a lot of people who love them. i wonder what they are going to do next year...i mean are they going to top this? hopefully ill be invited.

anyways that was the highest point of my weekend. and nothing else is important except that i worked.

andy-i always work friday, saturday, and sunday. unless i tell them a month in advance, so i have no idea how you got the idea that i didnt work friday into your head...

school tomorrow, that sucks. hopefully ill feel better

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 23:27:57 GMT

mock trial: we lost to hamden acamdemy

i feel bad for mr. ezhaya, but i dont think he is too sad

i think our team went really far, and i am proud of everyone.

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 04:46:43 GMT

i dont know why im so jealous

why dont you take the time to find songs and comment in my journal

why am i nothing to you?
why am i so boring?

why do i cry when i think about you?

do you even care when i am sad?

wow i am sad again

fuck you andy for making me sad without even knowing it....fuck you

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 04:37:28 GMT

well, today i went to work and it sucked

and these last few days have really sucked because of my insecurity and well..because of andy..i feel okay saying this because no one reads this, and i dont think andy does because he doesnt comment like he used to

he takes the time to comment and find songs for other people...but for me? no fucking way

but..today we hung out and had a pretty good time, or i did, and i felt better and loved...well kind of. so thats better. as long as he stops breaking my heart.

work sucks

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 20:05:31 GMT

i dont get the joke.

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 22:46:13 GMT

fucking creepy...

the FBI is watching my family.........or some creepy fucking person.

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 03:10:05 GMT

i hope that in college, my life will be better, people will like me, etc. etc.

if not then, than it better be in my next fuckin life :)

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 00:10:07 GMT

R.I.P. Becca...one fucking year

you will NEVER be forgotten.<3

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 00:46:11 GMT

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ANDYROO!!!! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!!

i had such an amazing time with you today. you are wonderful

happy birthday, my love!!!